It’s a a tough time for me right now, I feel like I have lost when I have not even fought the battle yet. I am depressed right now and I know it’s a phase, I just need to stay strong it will pass too.

I don’t want to die, I want to live.

But the situation I am caught up in, doesn’t seem to have a solution, and dying seems to be the only way out of it.

I have hold up for too long, but now I can’t. It’s just too much for me.

I am a firm believer that God doesn’t give you only the amount of pain you can bear, guess he is really testing my limits, but then something better he has in reserve for me.
I am strong .💪

Come what may.

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh, what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I’d bleed… NEVERMIND.


“I want you so much, but I hate your guts”

BLACKIE, she was my doggo, and I lost her today.

she must be in heaven and she must be happy there. after a week’s fight, finally, she gave up today noon. I am still crying while writing this.

the first time blackie saw me, she ran to me like she…

if there is some power who listens to us. please save my blackie❤

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter……

you came into my life and lifted me up, and now you left me alone leaving this big gap. you brightened up my days dear dogo. I’ll miss you beyond word. Stay happy wherever you are.


Philippians 4:13

You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above

Got the music in you baby, tell me why
Got the music in you baby, tell me why
You’ve been locked in here forever and you just can’t say goodbye


I don't like my mind right now, stacking up problems that are so unnecessary.

Giselle Evanovich


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